Unrequited

It's been a month since I read your last email..
It's been two months since your last message..
Since then, I keep trying to convince myself that you are real...
You did put a smile on my face with your poems...
But you also shed tears on my face...
You said that until the day we meet, I shall not shed a tear, but I can't...

It's hard to believe that you ACTUALLY ALIVE AND WANTING ME..
that YOU ARE BREATHING SOMEWHERE AND THINKING ABOUT ME...
It's difficult to imagine that we living under the same sky,
shining the same sun and staring at the same stars and say..

"I LOVE YOU"

The more I convince myself that you are EXIST, the more I question about your EXISTENCE..
You got me... You might have nothing to lose,but me....
I know I chose to trust you, I chose to wait for you but...
How can I believe YOU ARE ALIVE IF I CAN'T NO LONGER CONTACT YOU?

I should have known that you are too good to be true

I should have known that YOU ARE OUT OF MY REACH, YOU ARE OUT OF MY LEAGUE
A girl like me, will not stand a chance to date guy like you, not in a million chances..

Thank you for putting another scar in my heart, so I always remember how I fell for you and how difficult to let go.
Just so you know, I still have feeling for you when I write this note...
You are forgiven, but not forgotten...

What You Have Done to Me

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.